I’m very proud of my little lady. We went to the pool yesterday and she did something that really really scared her: She jumped off the edge of the pool into my waiting arms. I saw the fear in her eyes… She stood there, nervous, scared, contemplating. She told me that she was scared that she was going to “fall and bump her head”. We tried a few trial jumps where I would hold her hand and she would jump in. But the scary part was jumping with out my hands to hold her. She had a nervous laughter, looked at me, looked at the water, frowned, laughed again, furled her little brows and gathered little drops of courage only to refrain from jumping. After a few moments of encouraging her, telling her that daddy was going to be there for her, she jumped. And it was so great to see her trust me, to see her believe in herself.. and do something that scared her…
May you always trust that daddy is here for you my love. And may you never hold back on doing something because you are afraid. You are brave and can do anything. Daddy is proud of you. The world is yours to conquer.
When I’m afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid.
I just felt my son for the first time. As I was laying in bed, Monica asked for my hand and placed it on her belly. And after a short silent moment, I felt him.. His “first” kick or perhaps his first attempt to reach out to me and hold my hand…
Ok people, you all were right last time you were asked to vote.. . I again want to know what you all think. Will the Downs clan have a boy to level the playing field and bring balance to the house? Or will the ladies continue to rule the house… enforcing tea parties before bedtime, princess themes in (what was supposed to be) daddy’s mancave, and cute/adorable ballerina Tutus as the must have fashion accessory? Although I LOVE the endless hugs and kisses from my sweet lady Seanna, I would like to have a boy to fight the good fight with me when the ladies want to do girly things.
Oh man… this is scary. I’ll admit it, I’m scared all over again. I can’t imagine two girls.. I don’t know how I am going to do it. I’ll be outnumbered… 3-1.
*Insert Drum Roll*
Will the clan be having a Boy or another Girl?
Boy! (58%, 18 Votes)
Girl! (42%, 13 Votes)
Total Voters: 31
Note: Voting will end on 5/21 at 3PM EST.
LIVE FEED from Dr.’s office will be posted here on 5/21 at 3PM as we discover the sex. So stay tuned!
UPDATE: As everyone already know, IT’S A BOY!!! I gotta admit, I was sweating bullets. I’m super excited!
“Between you and me a new door opened and someone, still faceless, was waiting for us there.” -Neruda
“Entre tú y yo se abrió una nueva puerta y alguien, sin rostro aún, allí nos esperaba.” – Neruda
And so it is..
It has happened again.
Her and I.
We have linked each other’s souls.
Hand in hand, we have escaped to that secret place that we have visited once before
where entwined, with tenderness — with fury,
reached out to touch the core of our love,
and touched the tree of life with our bare hands. Continue reading →
Tonight, I took Seanna on her first date (well, technically it wasn’t just her and I, because mommy wanted to be a third wheel and come along). It was her first time at the movies. I think I was more excited … Continue reading →